forgive me, Mistress—I’m checking this furtively.
i have tried some forms of self-torture. in fact, i think i like the idea of pain more than the reality. however, i have great endurance. i can tolerate much. so i have used belts on myself and rubber bands on my breasts and nipples, other minor tortures. my running and other forms of exercise are quite demanding, especially when you punish me and force me to edge. i enjoy these forms of stress, i think. in fantasy, the idea of being whipped is enormously appealing. i don't think in reality i could take anything like the number of lashes i fantasize about though.
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